Even Though I Don't Like It

Even Though I Don't Like It takes place in modern-day Tokyo, showcasing the complexities of the city's nightlife. The story revolves around Kotoko, a beautiful and charming bar hostess who leads a seemingly glamorous life. However, beneath the surface, Kotoko struggles with her emotions and desires, which sets her on a journey of self-discovery. Kotoko, who is still reeling from a painful past experience, finds solace in her mundane routine. By day, she works as a waitress in a small cafe, while by night, she dons her best smile and flirtatious demeanor to entertain customers at the trendy bar where she works. Despite her tough exterior, Kotoko harbors a secret: she has a strong physical attraction to her coworker, a man named Takumi, but has been too afraid to act on it. One night, Kotoko sleeps with her coworker Genki, a charming and outgoing model who is always ready to charm the ladies. Genki and Kotoko's relationship seems straightforward – they're colleagues who sometimes hook up – but in reality, their connection is shallow and lacks substance. Kotoko feels guilty for her one-night stand with Genki, knowing that she doesn't truly care for him. As the days go by, Kotoko finds herself drawn to Takumi, who represents a different kind of connection. Unlike Genki, Takumi is introverted and gentle, with a quiet confidence that makes him all the more captivating. Despite her reservations, Kotoko can't deny the strong physical attraction she feels towards Takumi, and she begins to find herself caught between her feelings for the two men. Kotoko's internal conflict is further complicated by her own emotional baggage. She has been hurt in the past, and her fear of being rejected or abandoned again makes her hesitant to open up to Takumi. Her friends and colleagues offer advice and support, but Kotoko is determined to navigate her emotions on her own. Throughout the film, director Tetsuya Nakashima (known for his work on films like "Midnight Sun" and "Kamikaze Girls") masterfully captures the beauty and chaos of Tokyo's nightlife. The vibrant colors and pulsating rhythms of the city provide a fitting backdrop for Kotoko's emotional journey. As the story unfolds, Kotoko's interactions with Genki and Takumi become increasingly complicated. Her relationship with Genki remains superficial, while her connection with Takumi deepens, forcing her to confront her true feelings. In a series of candid and often humorous conversations, Kotoko's friends help her to explore her emotions and make sense of her situation. In the end, Kotoko's journey serves as a poignant reminder that our desires and emotions are complex and multifaceted. By confronting her fears and desires head-on, Kotoko comes to a greater understanding of herself and what she truly wants. The film concludes on a hopeful note, with Kotoko poised to make a choice that will determine the course of her future. "Even Though I Don't Like It" is a nuanced and relatable exploration of love, desire, and self-discovery. With its thoughtful characters, witty dialogue, and beautiful cinematography, the film offers a fascinating glimpse into the lives of Tokyo's young professionals. By examining the intricacies of their relationships, director Tetsuya Nakashima has created a movie that will resonate with audiences long after the credits roll.