Deadguy: Killing Music

Deadguy: Killing Music is a documentary that delves into the enigmatic world of the short-lived hardcore punk band Deadguy. Formed in the late 1980s, the band's existence was a flash in the pan, yet their impact on the music scene has endured long after their dissolution. At the heart of the film is the story of the band's 1993 album "Fixation on a Coworker", an album that would go on to become a cult classic. The documentary begins by introducing the listener to the world of the band's early days, showcasing never-before-seen photographs and video footage that capture the energy and intensity of the band's live performances. These raw and often chaotic scenes are juxtaposed with interviews from the band members, each of whom recall the band's meteoric rise to prominence. Bassist Kevin Brady is the first to share his perspective on the band's early days, recalling the moment that inspired the band to form: a shared sense of disillusionment with the mainstream music scene and a desire to create something raw, honest, and unapologetic. Drummer Matt Bullins echoes this sentiment, describing the band's early shows as "a complete and utter chaos - we were like a whirlwind of aggression, crashing through these small clubs and leaving a trail of destruction in our wake." These early days were marked by the band's intense live performances, which earned them notoriety and a loyal following among the hardcore punk community. Guitarist Kevin Brady's brother, Scott Brady, also a member of the band, describes the band's early gigs as "absolute madness - we'd play these tiny shows and completely blow the roof off, leaving the audience in awe." However, it was during this period that tensions within the band began to simmer, setting the stage for their eventual demise. Keyboardist Matt "Biscuit" Dwyer recalls the band's dynamics being marked by a constant struggle between their more experienced and more reckless members, who often pushed the boundaries of what was considered acceptable. Bassist Kevin Brady concurs, stating that "we were young, we were reckless, and we were completely out of control." The documentary also shines a light on the band's studio work, showcasing never-before-seen outtakes and unreleased material that underscores the band's dedication to their craft. Audio engineer, John Naclerio remembers the band's recording sessions as "a whirlwind of creativity and energy" recalling "Fixation on a Coworker" was being recorded in a cramped and chaotic East Village studio. As the documentary progresses, the tension and friction within the band come to a head, ultimately leading to their demise. Drummer Matt Bullins describes the tension as a " powder keg" and that "at some point, it just blew." Keyboardist Biscuit recalls that "we were all feeling unfulfilled, we didn't see any future with the band, and we all just started to drift away." Despite their short-lived tenure, Deadguy's music and legacy continue to inspire and influence fans to this day. Guitarist Scott Brady states that "the music is still there, it still resonates, and that's what matters." In the documentary's closing scenes, the band members gather once more to reminisce about their time together and reflect on the enduring power of "Fixation on a Coworker". Ultimately, Deadguy: Killing Music is a testament to the band that could, in many ways, never have been. Yet, even in their brief existence, they left behind an indelible mark on the music world and "Fixation on a Coworker" continues to inspire and shape future generations of fans and musicians alike.